Wednesday, November 29, 2006

My Friend The Bloggy'

My dearest bloggy'

I'm a little bit wary weary and just plain feeling hose drained. It's past one in the afternoon and I'm in my usual spot at home getting ready to pour energy back into my work. A proposal is expected in an hour and I have yet to centralize my thoughts.

The past days have been laced with good jostling vibes and negative sagging frequencies all together..it's kinda' hard to decipher. Oh' but yes, my second training session was really good..and I'm going back tomorrow for a post training analysis with the HRD head, afterwhich the contract for the next training session on Presentation Skills will be signed. This training will push through on the 15th and 16th... (wait, my dog needs a hug ...there...)

I'm excitied of course..but maybe I need a bit of a quiet rest. My nights have been turned to days for some time and now my internal clock is softly suggesting that I need to slow down and nap...but can't of course - because I choose to work on what it is I have to work on right now. If there is something I want to conquer in myself..it is the habit of procrastinating till the last minute...I can't afford to do that anymore...

I miss the camaraderie of meatspace friends and just hanging out having a good laugh...Funny but I miss my blogspace friends too...like I'm distant or here but not really here...Maybe someday soon after all these that I'm into gets to flow more smoothly, I can just relax and do what I do best...smile and laugh and not take life or me so darn seriously...It makes me feel alone.

Right now..gotta' work really...so..bloggy dee' doo'..I'll write up on you someday soon when I feel much much lighter...


Hugs to the world....and a flower or two..

Love,
Luxie

13 comments:

schaumi said...

xoxoxo

SJ said...

And bouquets to you in return :)

X. Dell said...

I'm sure things will normalize after awhile. As my mom always says, "This too shall pass."

Mayden's Voyage said...

I want to send so many things...

But here are warm thoughts- cyber hugs, the spirit of encouragement, and a prayer for a clear mind, Stamina- and last but not least...peace and rest~

All my best to you- as always :)

Mr. Althouse said...

Ah, yes procrastination. Among my favorite character defects!

I too have been putting off until the last minute the things I have known about for some time now. I know, I know... I guess I'll never learn.

This afternoon, I'll be writing a research paper on mandatory health insurance to be immediately followed by an equally lengthy research paper on the US exportation of democracy. Not so dull, really - but I'm not looking forward to it.

I used to say that I need the pressure to perform at my best, and there is an element of truth to it. But how long I can contine to push the envelope - and the deadline - I'm not so sure. Right now I have no choice, I have painted myself into a corner - it's do or die... and I won't die, I never do. Maybe that's why I do it.

Mike

Gary said...

Well, at least you aren't so busy that you don't have time to give the dog a hug. :)

I hope things go well for you.

butterflygirl said...

I'm trying to just fit in 10 minues a day for me. Why do we do this to ourselves?

kate said...

Hello out there!!!!!!!!!! I have been missing your cheerie words too!!!

How are you enjoying work and has the family been pitching in to help out???!!!

I am floundering for the month of Dec... I will be looking to you for ideas to help keep life at home normal!! lol

Great flowers!

schaumi said...

you okay out there?
heard there was some really, really inclement weather that came through your way..

Hannelie said...

(((((hugzzzz)))))

Sue said...

Hoping things settle down soon...

LADY LUXIE said...

My dear friends:

Thank you to all of you for dropping by my cybie home. It made me feel wonderful. As I have written however, I am in the thick of prepping up for stuff I have to do this coming week. I will try to cruise by your cybie homes sometime soon....If I do not however get to do so within this week, know that I always have all of you in mind.

Blessings to all...

Miss you much,
Luxie

Rosa said...

Bloggy dee' doo' is right. Hope things are going better! So glad you take time out for hugs. Always a must!