We haven't gone back to that lady who still owes us money. I am glad we delayed. Had we pushed with our plans I would have definitely dribbled out "colorful words" into her face. Not because she hasn't paid up, but because of the libelous ludicrous story she concocted wherein she included me.
I can't imagine myself actually cursing... oh' no...buuut I am capable of making a scene worth an academy award for the entertainment of her neighbors. Hmmm'...I can even take a video of her lying face and post it on the web for all to see...How easy it is to get back at someone in this age of internet savvy...if I abandon all personal sense of value and stoop myself so low...
Anger, irritation, hate...
Why should I burden myself with hate for someone not even worth hating. Besides, when I consider the number of people I have possibly hurt in the past, who am I to think myself so saintly? Hate does not become me.
Choose my moments. Choose even my moments of anger. More importantly, choose even how to act out my anger….with civility….with a certain flair….with a definite style.
Now I know what to do. I can’t wait to see her.