BlueDream

I have a simple dream. The dream of all my simple dreams. The dream that has been nesting deep within my heart ever since my soul came to be.

Secretly..

There is someone else harboring the same dream. Not telling me about it. Keeping it inside.This dream of his he guards so tight. Inside his mind, he thinks it. His dream.

Blue. Calm. Peace. Waves. Sand. Wet. Wild. Sunshine. Frolic. Stroll. Breeze.Palms.

I got the call yesterday...we will take a look at something, says he.

My dream. His dream. Our dream.

...birthing reality....




Blue dreaming and me...

My Shortie Wants List

Discovered a neat trick I can pull on me. Yay!

Been trying to figure how to cure my "procrastination issues" you see. Yeah' I have those to the max.

I figured this would also do good for insane moments when I'm faced with routine tasks I shirk from doing. You know, the usual daily stuff that would creep up on you if you don't move....the littering leaves that need to be swept, the cluttered closet that needs to be organized...the usual errand that needs to be done...things like that. Listing them down the day before doesn't work for me. I don't even read the list mostly.

But this time I think I've got it.

Instead of saying, "Things I HAVE To Do Today".....

I'm going to write, Things I WANT To DO Today"

1. I want a snazzy' bedroom ( change covers and fluff pillows)

2. I want a mango shake for everyone at dinner ( drop by grocers and buy fruit)

3. I want to fit into my white jeans ( skip the ice cream that's sitting there in the fridge)

4. I want a collection of odd leaves (sweep up front yard..say hello to the birds)

There! A sample of a simple "I WANT list that rings with subtle pleasure. Absolutely nothing I wouldn't want to do for a day would be included. Nothing of what I have to do, but instead, only intimate choices of what I want to have...and want to do.

I feel powerful now just thinking about it.

Hmmmm'..I think this could work...


(ps: Thank you so much to those who posted comments in my posts down. I learned so much from your sharings and insights. I will be visiting you in a shortie'..:> )

My Inner Luxie Journey

Before I ever went by the pen name "Lady Luxie" I was and had always been "Prism." I believe the latter to be my spiritual name. The cymbal sound and the clear tinkling ring of Prism has been an intimate part of me for such a long long long time. In fact, I do not remember a moment when I never was Prism. Could it be because I never can remember a time when I have not been writing?

Prism writes and writes and writes and writes....Even when stubborn words lock themselves up inside this great mythical Tower of Babel refusing to be let out, Prism still opts to write. Words on strike can't stop her.

Later on I discovered "Luxlucisvita." A phrase that rang so pure of what Prism was all about. "Light of life" it means....How beautiful..how true. To make it snappy, Lady Luxie came to be. A breathing writing being fueled by Prism.

What's in a name I sometimes ask myself. Is it a brand? Is it a label? Perhaps so..perhaps not. What I know is this; it was written about me that "I could extract sunshine from a cloudy day." Actually, sometimes I can also extract sunshine from a moonless night...like right now. From out of the blue, for a split moment I get this deep joyful infusion of happy from a world deep within me. A whisper from the center of my soul. A whisper so fluttery sweet and clear that it makes me, for a moment, shockingly perceive that heaven must be a dimension inside me and not some destination up there somewhere. Could it be?

I think...I think...we all have prisms inside of us...A source of light that fuels life. It has nothing to do with food or water or vitamins...no..no...It is a galaxy within the minute corners of our atom selves that quiver and sparkle when we need it...A light of life that is alive and breathing and existing and is me and you and us and everything all wrapped together in secret satin energy...I think we can even talk to it.... It doesn't matter who we are or what we are....tall, short, east, west, north, south...Why I believe this place inside ourselves is all our place...as if we all live in this one living sacred spot of peace...

Oh' my...I think I think I think..I think I have been thinking a lot of thinking tonight...But let me think even more...I think I would like to take a brave journey.....a very important journey...I am ready...I think..oh' yes I am....